May 2012
22 posts
Day 4
so this morning I’m feeling much better. I sent him a last text and now I’m not going to text him again until god knows when. I have so accept that its over and who knows, maybe once he sees how easily i got over the pain he’ll want me back in his life. But till then I’m not holding my breath and i can’t hold my breath. i called my mom today and she was what id always...
day 3 (late night)
its the first day without me crying, I’m hoping its a good sign. I’ve decided to no longer speak to him. my cousin talked to me. out of all her friends that got dumped, she was the only one who held strong. her boyfriend came crawling back. so why not. I’m not going to text him, I’m not going to call him, and no Facebook stalking. I’m going to show him I’m not...
Day 3 (evening)
So i texted him and i apologized. It occurred to me that i should for everything. ialso told him why I’m so sad. I said, ” Look, its jet when you get as attached to someone as i did, Its hard to let it go. But i realize that giving you space means that our friendship can grow stronger. nd i think what was scaring me was i thought you wouldn’t be around anymore. Thats why i still...
day 3
So i haven’t cried yet. But i know i will later on. Last night i told him all the things he’s doing to me. I said how i basically feel like puppy that was abandoned on the side of the road. I sit there first running after the car, then i sit thinking you’re coming back, then finally i realize that I’ve been left behind on purpose. Then i start to think what i could have...
Day 2 (that night)
Please God help me. Im begging you. I think he just hates me. He won’t answer me anymore. If he doesn’t he’s so cold. It makes me cry harder and harder. my sides now hurt to the point that after i stopped crying i couldn’t move. It scared me to the core. I miss him so much. i miss his voice. i miss him holding and kissing and telling me everything will be okay. I...
Day 2
So things look the same. Still haven’t eaten since sunday night. Tyler is going to lunch with me on wednesday and that should be interesting. I saw some friends which made things a lot easier. This morning was awful. I woke up crying. Asking God what i should do and where do i go from here. MY whole body aches like when you get a bad cold and you hide under the covers because you’re...
Day 1
Ground zero: he told me in the park it was over…why? because i do too much for him. he felt he couldn’t do as much for me as i could do for him. it made him feel guilty. he hated how we fought. We didn’t really even fight that often. I begged him for hours for a second chance that i knew i deserved. He said if i kept asking we couldn’t even be friends. wow. he still says i...
angry useless post #6
I am without a doubt a faithful girlfriend. No matter how much you piss me off i couldn’t even bring myself to text someone i knew liked me just because i was mad at you. Id still do anything for you. But, you don’t treat me the way i deserve. I deserve someone who thinks about how his choices affect me too. I hate that whenever you do anything, you don’t think first. You...
angry useless post #5
so I’m really annoyed at him. Im done trying to plan romantic bullshit for you. Seriously. all i want to do is punch you as hard as i can in the face.
angry useless post #4
Oh and why is it only when you finally realize I’m upset that you notice the tiniest fucking detail about me like ” hey you alright? You’re breathing kind fast…” or ” Whats wrong? You’re making a fist…” like what the fuck? did your keen boyfriend spidey sense kick in super late? Don’t pretend like you suddenly care. I swear the only time...
angry useless post #3
Okaaay….i tell you i want to plan a picnic for you to celebrate for us to celebrate you graduating and then you ask me “okay so who else are we inviting?”……..oh so you want a romantic picnic for all your friends. Wait, let me make it even more fun! How about i just cook you and your bros up a romantic meal and ill just drop off the food and go. Oh and they can all...
useless angry post #2
oh okay…so when we’re together you text every person you seem to know!! but when you go out with those people suddenly its like you’ve totally forgotten me! Its not that i need constant attention, I’m saying i wanna know that i matter enough that you send a quick text to.
angry useless rant #1
so wtf, i let you spend the night. No actually i beg you to spend the night! so you finally stay, i spend the entire night trying to keep you awake. we spent about an our actually enjoying each other before you pass out. in the morning we rush off and can’t even have breakfast together. we spend the day hanging with your friends and you aren’t around most of the time. then you drop me...
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